Super angry days

Grrr...damn hate these few days. Gotten this sorethroat infection from wednesday. Now getting more serious. On wed nite, i slept from 4-8, then c doc, then slept from 10-4, then get up n eat medicine, then continue slept until 8. I cant tahan dy, quickly drove home n my sick get worsen. I just sleep & sleep & eventually gets better. But until at nite, suddenly get worse again. My mom brought me to doc & my fever actually hit 39 degree. Then throat also covered with white spot. Grr..i just know i'm super angry. Sorethroat really makes some1 gets angry faster. Then the doc gave me a super antibiotic which cost 60bucks. OMG, 1st time saw an antibiotic cost so much. Today at least better, no more fever, but yet my throat still pain like never ending tomorrow. Arrr...today tot of doing something, but ended up like this. Damn angry now again. Seeing this condition, duno whether i can still go to class on monday.

hyper day

So long didn't blog dy. Everyday either busy or tired. Anyway, whole week i'm living in my room without light, which made me no mood to do anything. Stupid light so useless, so fast gg. Last night went for a movie at night in Balakong. We went n watched 2012. Just me, grace & canny lor since others ady watched 1 week earlier.

After movie, i'm just being crazy n drove back ard 2am. Drank a bit when reached home & slept at 6am. I still managed to wake up at around 9 n feeling damn fresh & hyper. Wats wrong with me. The less i sleep, the less tired i am. If i sleep 8 hours, i always feel so lazy. So, i played mahjong with my mom n neighbour. After mahjong, i'm starting to feel sleepy. Slept for 2 hours then went out yamcha with alvin. Remember last time we trade our shoes for around 2-3 weeks, now we exchanging our jeans. Haha...so now i got evisu jeans.

Last night so funny la, i was jz lying on my bed at 11.30 listening mp3, then i jz closed my eyes. When i re-open them, its already 1.30...i was like wtf! Y so fast 1!!! Not even a dream. But i was really too tired, so i jz continue slp n finally dream again! lol...dreamed of drinking with alvin & tako. Damn syok drinking la. Suddenly i got up n thinking 'wtf, i wanna drink more!'

Lol...so lazy wanna get up. Made myself sandwiches for breakfast. Today decided to roll up my jeans & go to class. Every1 jz shocked looking at it. Haha...they 1st time c gua. If u actually go to the Juice KL, the workers also do this. Plus nike sb dun match it if i let it down. Anyway, this means that there is no street kaki in uni.

Tonight must start to read something, at least SOMETHING...I cant afford to waste anymore time le. So many coursework...

j-rock

Love X-Japan songs as well as GazettE, Dir en Grey, L'Arc en Ciel, Luna Sea
Listen for hours last night








Some of the slow songs by X-Japan

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lol...tonight tot of studying, but ended up being emo. Since so long didn't emo dy, not bad to emo once in awhile la. Made me think more of my past, present & my future. I had regret once, but what i'll always tell myself is that i wont repeat a similar mistake twice in my fucking life. Until now, i've never repeat my mistake twice in my life b4, of course what i mean is the serious mistake la. I'm glad i made mistake while i'm still young, at least i'll be able to think & not doing silly act. I guess 1 thing has always been right, no 1 being perfect throughout the whole life. Mistakes r always there for u to fall & to learn, not to fall & lie there forever like a pussy. Once u stand up, thats when u grow stronger. Haha..come to think about it, last time i used to persuade 'some1' not to emo time to time coz i've never being emo in my life b4. Now i understand wat it means.

Being listening songs whole night. Back to some oldtime j-rock songs as most of their songs r emo-based. Well, hopefully tmr i'll start my coursework & lab report & research.

Productive Saturday

Today is sunday lor..just came back from 'kung fu'..so damn tired..oh well, finally i have time to blog..whole week was like staying in laboratory as if it was my 2nd home dy

Saturday tot of doing something productive, n yes, me n alvin forced to wake up at 7am. Then we went dim sum for breakfast n headed to Taylor. Rotaract club organized a talk about "Leading Change: Discover The Power Within". I wasn't a rotaract member tho, just tot of dropping by n learn something from it. Every weekends also never do anything productive, so this weekends must be different. They invited 5 speakers for the talk, including Datuk Vinod (CEO of The Petra Group), Niki Cheong (Journalist of The Star), R. Nadeswaran (Journalist of The Sun), Roshan Thiran (Director of Global Talent Management with Johnson & Johnson), & Melvin Chan (Co-Founder of TalentEdge Solutions S/B).

This was the Main Page of yesterday

Opening Ceremony

4 of the speakers (Niki Cheong wasn't in it)

Got those pics from alvin since my phone's camera sux. Overall, each of them tells different story about themselves. Its nice to hear from different peoples' point of view so u can learn from them. The talk ended at 6pm. OMG, how can i stayed there from 9-6! lol...just so unexpected from me. Time to grow up, kid =D

Fucking horror dream

zzzz...i fucking got up now thanks to my fucking dreadful nightmare..today i was too tired coz last night only slept 4 hours & these 2 days also doing my research project's lab whole day..just damn fucking tired la..tot of getting 12 hours of sleep today, but failed..motherfucking dream..the whole dream felt like 3 days..seriously, when i got up, i was so praise & thankful that i'm out of that fucking torment..ok, lets start the nightmare:

1st off, I was in uni doing lab, after finished, just walked by the library n a memory reflect on me suddenly bout this 1 weird guy just walked pass me. Then it appears to be something big gonna happen soon with my instinct telling me so. Therefore, I decided to follow him with 1 of my lab partners whom appeared to be a detective. When entered the library, saw Sook Wan & her gang doing project there. I couldn't get any information from them about the guy though. Suddenly I found a secret passage in the library, so I entered myself without hesitation. Down the spiral stairs, which made u think of the bad guy's meeting place. After I reached a certain point, I fainted out of a sudden. When I got up, its already the next day. On the 2nd day, I couldn't remember anything at all, I suddenly lost all my memories & started going back to secondary school. I sat beside a random person. 2 teachers entered the classroom & God knows what they are teaching. Annie suddenly came over & sit beside me, started taking ruler to poke me. 1 of the teacher saw & thought both of us are playing in the class, so the teacher hit me 1st. After I told that I was innocent, then she hit Annie with the ruler. This is damn funny & weird, Annie just acting by crying to avoid further punishment. Haha...then, I need to go to the washroom. The toilet was located in such a weird place. Its like a few level below the ground level & its damn fucking big. 1 cubical is about 2m width & 30m length, with the facility of greater than 5 stars hotel. OMG la, where on earth got this kind of toilet! However, I was very curious in my dream. I just went the furthest down & found another secret passage similar to the 1 I found the day earlier. I just went down alone but this time I found a guy. He told me what happened to me last night. When I fainted, I was possessed by some kind of demons, blood spilling out of my body, my face metamorph & started becoming uncontrollable. This guy appeared to be that & helped me out of this transformation. He took the pictures & showed them to me. Seriously, I can still remember how scary I looked like after I woke up.

This was how I looked like when I was transforming...those red colour = blood

Mahai, damn fucking disturbing la. All the pictures he showed me seriously damn gruesome, & the background was those torturing chamber. He told me that I was targeted by the devil, so he'll try his best to protect me. I couldn't take the fact of all these, so I just went home & slept until the next day. When i woke up, he brought over 2 of his friends to protect me. Suddenly, 1 of them just jumped on my bed & asked me to hide. A chair suddenly thrown towards me. I blocked it with my bags. This time, it appeared to have 2 ghosts instead of only 1. I saw 1 floating chair & another chair was slowly lifted in the air. 1 of the chairs just flew towards me & I blocked again. So, the unseen creatures left the chairs & go for the knives. I was thinking that I was doomed. All hope is lost!

So, I was shocked up from my bed by the incoming knife. No fucking joke, its seriously damn scary. I think you guys can imagine it. If only I could get those gruesome "pictures" transfer to my comp. I don't know why the hell I always have to dream such a long & horror dream. Not the 1st time already, last time I even dreamed of cutting off human's arms & fingers, fighting with mutated rats & cats..the most recent 1 was using a sword & a gun trying to save my kidnapped friend. WTF is really happening to me!